Ginger nut tales

Every year. Every year on this day I sit on my own and feel this emptiness wash over me. I cant help but feel ridiculously sorry for myself, I am 27 tomorrow and I am still not really any closer to living a 'normal' life. I live at home with my mum and her partner who hates me, I have never had a true relationship and i'm terrified I am to spend my entire life alone. I'm not sure I can do this anymore.